Community (Part 2)

Mornings

 

Hwacheon has recently hit winter, and its presence lingers in every part of the day. The colder it gets, the more tempted I am to sleep in just a little bit later. Still, I try my best every day wake up with ample time to spare before breakfast, sometimes sneaking in a quick call home. Now and then, my host family is in a rush too, roaming in and out of the kitchen, toothbrush in hand, occasionally with the laundry machine humming in the background.

By 7:50 we’re all zipping up our coats.  “빨리와!” my host mom urges, hurrying my host brother and I out the door. My host mother’s workday starts earlier than mine, so she drops my host brother and I off near the school, wishing us well before heading off. I take the long way into the building with him so that he can tell me about his plans for the day, whether he’s excited or exhausted at the prospect of class, or whatever his 12 year old musings are about the morning. On the first wintery day, after chasing me down the sidewalk with a series of snowballs, he pointed jokingly at our cold breath making clouds in the air, “Teacher! We are dragons.”

I’m usually the first one to get to the shared English classroom. I turn on the lights, restart my computer, and turn on the heater. Usually, the other students who’ve arrived early swing through at some point in the morning. Sometimes they’re looking for another teacher, hoping to clarify assignments. Other times they just want to talk; one student came to me with a stack of yellow and blue cups, and decided to spend 10 minutes showing me her cup stacking skills. When my co-teacher arrives we quickly set up for the day and discuss any changes in our plans for our classes. As the clock nears 9, I sit back in my chair, waiting for the familiar burst of students through the door for our first class.

 

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Decorations for the upcoming month long winter ice fishing festival

 

In part 1 of this blog post, I tried to discuss some of the highlights of my more formal obligations for this grant year, and the opportunities that they have given me to travel, learn, and connect. With the onset of winter, I’ve still been traveling and exploring Korea, but my daily life in Hwacheon has grown into something consistent and familiar and sweet, from morning routines to anticipating student antics. With that, I wanted to share a few pieces of my day to day life in Hwacheon, and the community I’ve come to know and care for since arriving here.

 

“A Fourth Point”– when the school day is finished

Amongst ETA’s, the Fulbright program likes to stress the notion of a “fourth point.” Essentially, by nature of our grant year, we have to devote time and concentrate on “three points,” our cohort, our school, and our homestay. The fourth point is supposed to be a project or hobby that keeps us learning, fulfilled, and/or happy outside of this time.

As such, it has become pretty common to joke about the mundane repetitive activities in our day to day lives being our fourth point. (“Lying in my bed at nine p.m. with a face-mask? That’s my new fourth point,” or “My fourth point will be learning how to download GIFs into power points while eating snacks”). I still appreciate the phrase, and the idea of being intentional about how we balance our daily lives. That said, as always, there are days when I’m wiped out and just want to lie down and listen to music, and others where there’s so much to do and appreciate, and such little time. Thus, I’m not sure whether I’ve found a fourth point exactly, as much as a bunch of fluctuating extra points that rise in and out of importance every day.

The outline of my evenings remains pretty steady nonetheless. Oftentimes, once school ends, the other ETA’s and I will try to stop at one of the many coffee shops within a short radius of my school. I spend a good deal of time chatting with my host family before and during dinner. When I feel particularly motivated, I try to take short runs outside to get some fresh air, although as the ground has become coated in ice, this has become less and less permissible.

In between those hours are the “scattered points”. Some days, especially lately, I make a hard effort to practice Korean. I use online resources for grammar, a textbook I bought in the States for occasional vocabulary, and have started taking occasional Skype tutoring classes as well.* Despite this, my Korean is far from where I’d like it to be, especially in reading and writing, probably due to how irregular my study schedule is. There are some moments where I can breeze through a conversation so quickly that I catch the surprise of the person I’m talking to. Then there are many, many other times where I struggle to piece together words, or desperately blabber pure grammatical nonsense for minutes at a time before realizing that I’m answering the wrong question.

Despite these fluctuations in my ability, I really enjoy “speaking” and practicing Korean whenever I can. Even saying the same few sentences while ordering tea after work makes me feel elated. One of my regrets from previous experiences abroad was not feeling emboldened enough to practice the languages that I learned as much as I would have liked to. In some of these instances, the people I interacted with knew English so well that it felt impractical to try to converse more poorly in another language because of me. Other times, I would feel self conscious as I stumbled over mistakes. Regardless, I would regret the chances I missed to practice immersively. Here, I try to appreciate the value in every word of Korean I try to say, even if some days that just means telling my students to “sit” and “pay attention now, please”.

Outside of studying Korean, I have also been reading again, and have been making an extra effort to find books by Korean authors**. On the weekends, I try to travel to other cities outside of Hwacheon, spending a lot of my time (and stipend) exploring Seoul and Chuncheon, occasionally making longer trips further south. I have also been helping out with an organization called Fulbridge. The site was started pretty recently by previous ETA’s as a way to connect grantees in different countries for traveling, lesson planning, and other cross cultural initiatives, and has really expanded since then. Currently, I’m helping with the launch of our alumni map, in hopes of extending these opportunities towards alumni as well.

I actually recently used Fulbridge to set up a pen pal program with some of my more advanced students in the 5th grade and a few students from a middle school in Taiwan. At first, my students were frazzled and asking a ton of questions (Were these students in Taiwan “real”, or just Paavani Teacher writing fake letters? Are the students older than us? Is English their first language?). When it finally dawned on them that the other students were in fact real middle schoolers and also learning English as a second language, they grew both enthusiastic and nervous, eager to impress their older counterparts. We’re currently in the process of getting letters back, and I’m actually planning on briefly stopping at Taiwan during my winter vacation and getting lots of pictures and hopefully more information about our partner school to get my students excited about continuing these letters.

 

In between the changing schedules and activities, one much appreciated routine every week has been my Tuesdays. Every Tuesday, once school ends, the other two ETA’s in my town and I grab dinner with a friend of ours who runs a lovely traditional tea shop and teaches calligraphy classes. After we eat, we take lessons late into the night and all four of us drink tea and catch up while we practice our new letters and words. Our calligraphy teacher is one of the few young people I’ve met in Hwacheon who isn’t a soldier, just five years older than me. She’s extremely kind and has a fun sense of humor. Tuesday’s this semester started as one of my most exhausting days with six class periods, but have become something I look forward to every week: some time to relax, learn, de-stress, and enjoy the company of friends.

 

Residents and Teachers

In mid-November there was a historically large earthquake in Pohang the day before the Suneung, Korea’s major college entrance exam.*** Other ETA’s described their students’ mixed emotions: nervousness, fear, and stress, first from the earthquake, and then from the exam being moved by a week. Many teachers said their students seemed exhausted around exam time. The stakes were high and palpable.

In Hwacheon Elementary School these worries feel as far as possible from my students. The kids are mostly just interested in being young– weird, playful, confused, and funny. Some of the students are super motivated in class, some attend many hagwons, and others are visibly counting down the time until lunch. The students spend a lot of time in the hallways playing games with one another. During in-class movies, they all cuddle up with one another and share snacks. When a student struggles in class, their peers get out of their seats to give them a hug and help them, and my heart beams at them. It’s uplifting to see this, especially in my more rambunctious and difficult classes. Right now, it’s important for my students to grow into good people, and it reminds me to strive to do the same above all else. In their small town, the kids have a sense of safety and kinship with everyone. The ride their bikes late at night and meet up at computer rooms in town to play games. They video call one another as they play clash royale and meet up at Mom’s Touch, a popular fast food chicken restaurant, for snacks. After the first snow, my host brother and his friends spent 20 minutes messing around with used salt bags to create an astonishingly resourceful makeshift sled.

The security and closeness of Hwacheon as a town is often extended to us as well, for better or worse. Within the first few weeks of living here, gossip had already quickly spread about all three of the local ETA’s, from seemingly out of the blue. Did we go to church? Where did we study? What did we look like? While it felt odd and made us a little bit self aware, I’ve also seen the teachers in my school extend a lot of caring and warmth to students because of how acutely aware they are of the children’s personal lives. For the most part, people in the area are incredibly kind to strangers. Once, while a friend and I were looking for food in Chuncheon, an old woman stopped us, asked us if we were looking for a good place to eat, led us through a maze of the local market, and then dropped us off at an incredible Vietnamese restaurant before heading off on her way. Another time at a coffee shop, one of the workers approached us out of the blue and said that we seemed nice from previous instances she’d seen us around town and said that she would like to be friends.

My demographic of acquaintances and those who I am close with in Hwacheon is undoubtably different than previous years of my life. Outside of my students, who I adore greatly, and the other ETA’s (who I also deeply appreciate), most of my interactions in town are with older adults, a majority of whom female.  Almost all of my co-workers and the people in the town that I know seem to have at least a decade or two on me. They’re the ones who greet me in town, or scold their children when they forget to insa me. They’re the ones who come over to me and ask me about my life here during large gatherings like school dinners or family reunions. They’ll tell me about their children who are in college, or their goals when they were younger. They’re my host father and my host mother and my co-teacher and even my just slightly-older-to-me calligraphy teacher.

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Me and the mothers of my students- impromptu Parent-Teacher conference

In the absence of similar-aged peers in town, I’m both grateful and surprised by those who have cared for me and invested in me since arriving here. These are the people who have taught me the most about Korean culture by welcoming me into a glimpse of their lives. I pick up small things from them along the way– like slang, and silly jokes. Or even when my host mother explained to me that showing your toes is not really considered a taboo in Hwacheon (despite being told earlier that it was generally to be avoided in Korea). 

Perhaps these bonds surprise me because of how much the importance of hierarchy and age is often emphasized when explaining Korean society. For instance, the word “친구” translates to “friend”, but the Korean word is only used for people who are actually the same age as you.**** Other relationships are described differently, addressed literally like younger and older brothers and sisters. This doesn’t mean that “friendship”, as it is understood in America, doesn’t exist between different age groups. It is just merely acknowledged that there are differences in these kinds of relationships. It’s something I’ve come to see and appreciate in the adults in my life here, who guide me around and help me often. But after a difficult class, when my co-teacher and I discuss our frustrations over a recently boiled cup of green tea and share snacks with each other, or late at night when my host mother and I joke about confusing English and Korean words, or on Tuesdays when we’re all eagerly chatting while concentrating on calligraphy  brush strokes, the bond is still there, and I feel grateful for the presence of these friendships. 

 

 

 

 

*I will post some of the websites and resources I use to study Korean on a separate page on this site, in-case they might prove usefull!

**If you have any recommendations for any books at all, please send them my way!

***Some links on the Suneung, or CSAT, in case you’d like to read more:

https://www.theatlantic.com/education/archive/2016/11/south-korean-seniors-have-been-preparing-for-today-since-kindergarten/508031/

https://www.npr.org/sections/parallels/2015/11/12/455708201/even-the-planes-stop-flying-for-south-koreas-national-exam-day

https://www.economist.com/blogs/banyan/2013/11/test-taking-south-korea

**** Korea uses two different age systems: the international age– which is based off of your birthday and the same as the in the States, used for some official things and age limits. Then there’s the “Korean age”, which is what most people use in their day to day social life. At birth, a child starts at age 1, and then gains an age the following New Year. So, a child born New Year’s Eve would be 1 the first day, and promptly turn two the following year. Because of this system, students in one grade all have the same “age”.

 

 

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Community (Part 1)

For quite some time now, I’d been looking forward to October in Korea. When I first arrived here, the weather was unrelentingly heavy and humid, and many people told me about how lovely, albeit short, the upcoming fall would be. With reds and oranges splashed against mountains, seasonal festivals, and slightly cool temperatures, autumn appears to be generally adored here, reminding me of the affection I had for the season growing up in the Midwest.

Moreover, October had added importance this year: one of Korea’s biggest holidays, “Chuseok,” took place this month. For me, the month was also rounded out with Fulbright’s Fall Conference (one of a few opportunities to reunite with all the other ETAs), and a two day long school festival, with performances from all of my students.

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My host “grandparents'” honey farm in Wonju.

 

Chuseok 추석

Chuseok is one of Korea’s biggest holidays, dedicated (among other things) to the autumn harvest, family reunions, and to honoring ancestors. While three days in length, this year, the calendar aligned with another holiday, Hanguel Day, resulting in a 10 day long vacation. During Chuseok, the mostly urban population of Korea tends to migrate out of the cities to visit the small towns and villages from which their families came from.

Early on in my stay in Hwacheon, I had agreed to spend most of Chuseok with my homestay family. Given that Chuseok is typically a family gathering, I was both surprised that they wanted someone relatively new in their lives to accompany them, and excited about the chance to experience Chuseok festivities first hand. With a longer vacation, the plan was to spend a portion of the week with both sides of my host parents’ families, and the remainder camping on the west coast.

While I felt pretty comfortable with this plan at first, as we departed Hwacheon in our tightly packed minivan, I began to feel unsettled. The feeling stuck with me as we reached my host “grandparents’” house, a honey farm in the rural outskirts of Wonju. The car ride had tired me out, and I began to realize that I had not properly anticipated the extent that the absence of wifi or being entirely cut off from English the whole day would affect me. Unable to contact my family and friends at home while witnessing heartfelt reunions taking place around me, and disoriented from trying to keep up with conversations in Korean, the first few days of break came with my first real unexpected wave of homesickness.

Additionally, once again I was a new foreigner around so many new people, which meant that there was a lot of focus directed at me. I spent hours trying to piece together parts of the conversation happening around me. When I became full after eating a meal or when I passed up on a snack, I could feel the uncertainty that lingered in the air, and overheard a few, “Does she not like Korean food?”’s much to my dismay. In the spirit of hospitality, I was inundated with questions about whether I was tired or bored several times every hour. Eager to please, I found myself attempting to contort my face into lively expressions and to outwardly project enjoyment of everything I ate to defer these comments. Concurrently, as I grew more aware of my frustration, I started to become annoyed with myself. I was truly being graciously treated as guest in this family vacation, and yet I was somehow letting myself feel unsettled? 

After the first few days though, the awkwardness subsided and everyone, including me, seemed to adjust to my presence. During downtime when the family was having personal conversations, I took to journaling, taking pictures, or spending time with the cute, young host cousins whose conversations I could somewhat keep up with. At the same time, I started to take in the holiday, helping with cooking and cleaning whenever I was allowed. The last morning of Chuseok,  we drove up a neighboring mountain and visited the grave-sites of their family members. My host parents cleaned the stones and presented some food as an offering, and then we all ate together on the mountainside. We spent the rest of the evening exploring the village, an old miner’s town, and enjoying a barbecue dinner together. My host family’s extended family was warm and funny, and I felt so grateful to be included in such a close gathering.

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The last few days of the trip though, camping at Taeanhaean National Park, ended up being some of the best days of my time here so far. We arrived at a small patch of forest near the west coast beach, and the area was packed to the brim. Nearly every square inch of the park that wasn’t the road seemed to be occupied by a tent, car, or human. The scent and sizzling sounds of grilled meat filled the air, and large clusters of kids were outside sleeping, watching TV on their iPads, or chasing each other and throwing things at one another.

At the end of every night, we would head out towards the coast together, where a few families were lighting fireworks on the sand.  Dirt and pebbles poured into the green crocs my host family lent me, and the air smelled like fish. In the dark, there were about a hundred bright lights in the distance, reflecting in the water. At first, I attributed this to boats out in the harbor at night. As we approached the shore though, I realized that the lights were actually headlights worn by the nearly a hundred people that were knee deep in the water, digging for sea food. All around me, young and elderly people alike were wading around in the dark, eyes fixated on the movements of fish and crabs below. While I myself abstained from fishing for most of the trip, I spent a lot of time marveling at my host cousins plunging their fists into the shallow cold water to catch small sea creatures. By the trip’s end, those were the times I would miss the most.

 

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Fall Conference

In addition to the holiday from Chuseok, the other ETAs and I were pulled out of school for a long weekend conference in Gyeongju, all the way at the southern end of Korea. Traveling to Gyeongju requires a lengthy and expensive commute from Hwacheon, so I was excited at the prospect of both reuniting with some friends, and seeing a part of Korea I might not have traveled to otherwise.

The moment we arrived in Gyeongju, I was struck by how beautiful it was. The trees were much larger than in Gangwon, and towered above us in an array of colors in mid-afternoon warmth as we traveled to the hotel. I grew more and more excited to explore the area… until we promptly arrived in an overwhelming hotel lobby filled with our entire cohort chatting and catching up. I reminded myself that for the next 36 hours, the days were actually more or less filled with intense programing within the walls of this hotel.

While the idea was tiring at first, the weekend actually ended up feeling rather refreshing. It was a welcome release to reconnect with the other ETAs and see the little things they had picked up over the past couple of months. It was especially interesting to speak to the renewees, since we never had the chance to get to know them during Orientation. The hours were filled with large and small group discussions led by fellow ETAs, shared meals, and lots of snacking on American treats. The day’s end came quickly, and I felt newly inspired by the energy of the other ETAs.

Contrastingly, Sunday was dedicated almost entirely to touring the area, and we ended up packing quite a lot into our visit, including the Daereungwon​ tombs, Anapji pond, and the Bulguksa temple. We also had the chance to visit the Gyeongju National Museum, which mapped artifacts of Korea from prehistoric times to the Silla Dynasty. As the weekend came to a close, I was exhausted– catching up with such a large group and the extended traveling had caught up to me. Yet, I felt content, with a new wave of enthusiasm for the school week ahead, and a rekindled appreciation for the other members of the cohort and our shared experiences all across the country.

 

The School Festival

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While only my second full month of teaching, October had one of the most haphazard teaching schedules I will probably have to manage during my grant year. The holiday, my conference, a myriad of field trips, as well as a two day long school festival to finish out the month meant that a lot of time was dedicated to juggling schedules and rearranging classes. Sometimes, nearly my entire day was filled with classes with the exception of lunch, while on other days, classes requested to be moved or shortened at the very last minute to practice for the festival.

Nevertheless, while school days were kept rather busy, I loved the change in atmosphere the festival brought with it. Lukewarm responses to classroom questions turned into animated attempts to shout out descriptions in English when I asked about the progress of their performances. More kids swarmed the English classroom during breaks, not just to beg for Maiju candy, but also to talk about their skits and dances, and to read short stories with us.

The energy permeated throughout the entire school. Class teachers spent much of the day deciding their performances, and the children seemed to always be sharing jokes or laughing as they poured into the classroom. During lunch, even the quieter kids began to wave hello or stop by to greet the teachers while we ate.

During the two days of the festival, Dana (the other ETA at my school) and I endlessly cheered for our kids and videotaped all of their performances. Several groups did dances– from adorable 3rd graders doing folk dances to a hilarious K-pop medley by the 6th grade–, one group played the recorder, and a few did skits. Songs from the”Queen” and the “Pirates of the Caribbean” soundtrack were frequent background tracks. Additionally, there were a few special performances: the gymnastics team, an amazing and sweet group of 4th graders backflipping around stage, and the bellydancing team, which meets for class every week from a visiting instructor. 

Dana and I also made a fun cameo in one of the performances– a fourth grade class decided to do a rendition of Eidelweiss from Sound of Music to represent “American culture”, and asked us to be special guests. The other students collectively gasped and cheered when we got on stage (although to my dismay, my host brother later told me he found my individual performance to be lackluster), and we ended up having a lot of fun with the students in that class. Both days, it was so fun to see my students being silly and strange and bold and happy, during and outside of their performances.  My face actually hurt from smiling at the end the week, and I really felt how large my students had come to loom in my heart.

 

In a month of many important occasions and travels, I found that there were also so many smaller moments in day to day life that had made an impact on me as well, which I will address in Part 2 of this post. October ultimately became a month of community for me, a time when I really went all in with my school, my cohort, and my host family. And in that light, I realized how fortunate I was to have the communities in Korea that I do, and how much they have shaped this year in a positive way for me. On the other hand, a small part of me worries about the stability of these groups going forward. Will traveling during winter break lessen the bond I’ve come to form with my host family? Will the upcoming graduation of my 6th graders change the dynamic I’ve come to understand in my classes? 

I try to reassure myself though, and focus on what I have. So far at least, returning to school every Monday and seeing my students eagerly wave to me has felt like coming back to something familiar and warm. And the bus rides back into Hwacheon from travels afar have only felt more and more like returning home.

선생님 in Hwacheon

The last Thursday evening of Orientation, I spent 30 minutes haphazardly compressing every item I had brought with me to Korea, and every new item I had received since, into my bags. The next Friday morning, I stood side by side with my friends at our placement ceremony, catching a short glimpse of my future co-teacher when my school was announced. And by Friday afternoon, I found myself in that very same co-teacher’s car, northbound to Hwacheon, and farther and farther from most of the people I had come to know since arriving in Korea.

Once we reached Hwacheon, I was surprised at the lack of nervous energy I felt. When we pulled up to the apartment that I would soon be living in (which, I have since realized, seems to house a good proportion of Hwacheon’s population), my host brother and host mom stood outside waving me in. They gave me a smile and helped me pull my luggage into the elevator, my 12 year old host brother eagerly telling me about the family’s recent trip to Universal Studios in Japan and the Harry Potter wand he had begged his mother to buy.

I stepped into the apartment to find the entrance decorated with a few balloons and a poster labeled, “Paavani Reddy! Welcome to my house!” My heart warmed a little bit, and emotion filled me to my fingertips– an unexpected wave of relief and optimism. This town, and this apartment would be my home for the next year, and these would be some of the people I would get to know most of all. I felt fortunate, and I felt ready.

It has since been over a month here, and my optimism, I think, was grounded. The town of Hwacheon is a small but lovely place– the center point of a larger agricultural county. It is surrounded by gorgeous mountains; the path from my apartment building to my school cuts right across a flower lined bridge that sits over the Bukhan river. Aside from its genuine beauty, the town has also begun to feel like a home, with students stopping me on the streets just to say “Hello, Paavani Teacher!” on walks home, and routinely enthusiastic and heavily-mimed conversations with my host family (often translated through Papago*) over dinner.**

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Probably the loveliest commute I will have: a bridge crossing the Bukhan river and overlooking the mountains near Hwacheon.

 

Worklife

Admittedly, when I first looked into the population of Hwacheon, I imagined a sparsely populated town with one or two shops and a small school with a few classrooms. To be fair, Hwacheon is a relatively small place, but it packs in quite a lot into its small area. Along the main street alone, there’s a traditional market, a few french themed bakeries, a handful of make-up stores, and many, many restaurants and coffee shops. 

It wasn’t until I stepped into Hwacheon Elementary School though, that I realized how much I had really underestimated Hwacheon. The school is quite large, with three floors, but also well-maintained. Near the cafeteria, there is a celebratory display of the upcoming PyeongChang Olympics games. The English classroom, where I both teach and spend my lesson planning time, has a small English library and a collection of games and activities for the kids, as well as a large smart board. Many of the other classrooms in the school have their own small TV’s in the corner. Colorful paintings and plastic shoe racks line the building walls.

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Science Day in Hwacheon Elementary! This group got to play with/learn about Virtual Reality in the new science room.

As far as actual classes go, I have anywhere from 3 to 6 classes per day, usually in the earlier half of the day, rounding out my week with 22 teaching hours. My placement is rather unique in that another ETA, Dana, is also working at my school. As a result, we divide the grade levels (Dana teaches 3rd and 4th, while I teach 5th and 6th), but end up teaching these classes many times a week. Thus, our non-teaching hours in the English room with our co-teachers end up getting filled very quickly with lesson planning and erratic conversations with our students. Occasionally though, Dana and I have gotten to explore the town and run errands during our breaks.

Despite the quick pace of work, I genuinely appreciate the setup of my job. During the earlier part of the day, I teach my fifth and sixth grade classes with my co-teacher, dividing the workload. My co-teacher is extremely patient with students in the classroom, eager to give me helpful feedback on lessons, and enthusiastic and open to any and all ideas about engaging the class. She really, really likes incorporating music into our lessons (songs so far have included: Seasons of Love, Paradise, and Sunny, an American song from the 70’s that is astonishingly popular in Korea due to being featured heavily in a recent Korean movie of the same name). Despite our age difference, she treats me respectfully, and has made the first month of teaching a lot smoother than it might have been otherwise.

During the latter half of the day, we have after school lessons, which we teach without a co-teacher. These classes have less students overall, and are a fun opportunity to try out our own ideas since there is no textbook, although they require a little more planning. Specifically, I have begun to realize how much foresight I need when it comes to translating class instructions and activities into Korean beforehand. In my fifth grade class, I’ve been working through a “Language through the Arts” theme, since many of my students enjoy music and dancing and plays (and I do too)!  

Outside of this, there are a few other interesting additions to the week. On Wednesdays, my co-teacher offers Minhwa (traditional Korean painting) lessons, where I have begun to learn that I am a really slow painter. Additionally, as an insight into how English-speaking foreigners may be perceived, Dana and I have also been assigned to teach a preparatory class for a few of the students in Hwacheon Elementary school who have been selected for a “study abroad” immersion opportunity in New Zealand… despite the fact that neither Dana nor I have been to New Zealand.

 

Besides the class load, the most difficult aspect of my work here has probably been the wide range in levels, not only from class to class, but within a given classroom as well. While conducting interviews for students to attend the New Zealand program, some children spoke near-fluent English, and even discussed surprisingly lengthy English novels that they had read. On the other hand, I have many classes where a majority of the students are struggling to read. In some of the hardest lessons, students who cannot follow along get extremely distracted and start talking, moving around, or physically poking/play-hitting their peers. In these classrooms, maintaining consistent classroom management has been important, but difficult to enforce at times. 

While there are a variety of reasons for these discrepancies, I think part of it could be attributed to the small nature of the town, combined with the recent influx of many hagwons ***, after school English classes, to the area, as well as the fact that the school itself is rather well funded. Many of the families in Hwacheon are soldiers, local business owners, and farmers. Some, as my co-teacher explained, live demanding and busy lives at home– English, and school in general, are just not that high of a priority. Others, however, have been rigorously attending Hagwons from a young age, or come from families that moved to Hwacheon particularly for the strength of the school’s teaching program. This creates an uneven and often challenging class dynamic, and every day I am trying to become better equipped at dividing up the lessons to offer more room for growth at individual levels.

 

Next steps, the long-term 

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Wishing lanterns in Cheongpyeongsa temple in Gangwon.

I started writing this entry, partially because I realized so much time and so many experiences had passed since last updating this page. But I was also prompted by the realization, at the end of last week, that I was starting to get into a good flow with my days here, both as a teacher, and at home. I had successful classes and felt wonderfully elated. But I could also better see where things had gone wrong in difficult classes and make adjustments during the day. While I of course have much room for improvement, the feeling of being overwhelmed has made way for the feeling of being challenged.

My first month here has been, appropriately, getting adjusted to the routine of life here: navigating my work life, gathering a sense of the people and places that make up this town, and figuring out how to carve out much needed time for myself. I’ve picked up a lot of phrases, learned about Korean and local traditions, and made a very, very long list of my favorite foods. While this process will continue, I have also begun the process of looking for other ways to learn bit more about Korea and actively work on cultural exchange, including hopefully, a pen pal program, some arts classes (Hwacheon unfortunately does not have dance classes), and traveling across more of Korea in the future. Now that I have a better sense of the place I will be living in, I have a stronger sense of what I can feasibly accomplish while here.

My heart has already grown strongly towards Hwacheon, and something I’ve been thinking about more recently is how truly glad I am that I get an entire year here. Being in Hwacheon is a unique opportunity to see and learn outside of the highly urbanized Korea that we most often hear about. It gives an interesting insight into how modernity and rural life exist hand in hand in such a small country, and the complexities that emerge in these smaller, yet deeply important parts of Korea.

During college, I often felt as if many experiences took place through rapid acceleration and deceleration. Classes rushed by in a period of nine weeks, extracurriculars and work would build up quickly and then suddenly be finished. It was as thrilling as it could be exhausting. One quarter to the next, one class to the next, one job to the next, one country to the next. While I feel thankful for every opportunity that has given me, I also feel relief in having something different here.

I have a lot I want to get done this next year as well, and a year is by no means a long amount of time, just simply longer. As I grow more at home here, I’m excited for the stretch of time ahead of me, for more opportunities to learn and be uncomfortable and improve in the things I do here. Equally so, I feel happy with the familiarity and routine that come with life in one place, and for the view of the mountains over the Bukhan river every morning. 

 

 

 

 

*Naver Papago Translate  is a popular translation app in Korea. It is interesting to see a language app geared towards Korean speakers: besides French, English, and Spanish, the remainder of the languages are from East Asia or South East Asia.

**Another way Hwacheon has grown familiar to me: a brief glimpse into Hwacheon’s Wikipedia page will tell you that there is a sizable military population in the area, and I’m surprised how normal it’s become to see a good portion of the town in uniform. It’s not uncommon to see streets and restaurants and busses filled with soldiers and their friends, or hand in hand with their girlfriends.

***A popular translation of hagwon in Korea is “Academy,” although this connotes something slightly different than the private after school programs that make up hagwons. While many of my students are in English hagwons, some of them take classes oriented towards other subjects, or to help them catch up with work. Still others are oriented towards the university entrance exam students have to take. I will definitely be discussing hagwons more in a future post!

 

 

Remembering to Learn

Tara haseyo– repeat after me!” our teacher exclaims in a loud, clear voice. In room 605, the twelve of us are arranged in a semicircle, name tags labeling assigned seats for the first time in years (mine reads 파바니, the hangul spelling of my name).  Our teacher reads off the vocabulary words she’s handed us for the day, and we echo them back in strained accents and shaky voices.

A little over halfway through orientation, in terms of sheer content covered, we’ve learned a surprisingly large amount.  Just one week into the program, I had felt as if I’d spent a month roaming the halls of Jungwon University. For me this feeling is greatly owed to the fact that as a relative novice to Korean language and culture, I have had a lot to absorb every moment. It is also very much due to the intensity of our daily schedules. This was a day’s setup from a previous week:

Schedule:
8:00am – 9:00am: Breakfast
9:00am – 1:00pm: Korean classes
1:00pm – 2:00pm: Lunch
2:00pm – 3:00pm: Korean classes
3:00pm – 4:00pm: Teaching workshop
4:00pm – 5:00pm: Teaching workshop
5:00pm – 6:00pm: Cultural workshop
6:00pm – 7:00pm: Dinner
7:00pm – 8:00pm: Korean Review Class
8:00pm – 9:30pm: Office Hours/Meetings with Orientation Councilors/other
8:00pm – onwards:  Free time to study, explore, relax, sleep etc.

For the first few days, heavy from jet-lag and the summer humidity, dragging myself through this schedule was a painful endeavor; nearly all of my conscious effort was channeled towards staying awake. Over time though, we’ve calibrated. Our collective group energy drifts in and out: there are days when 5 hours of Korean class feels like 5  hours of Korean class, but there are have also been many hours where the time fills with fun moments of sharing snacks , joking with our teacher, and getting to know each other through games and travel and TV.

 

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An attempt at making tteok-bokki (one of my favorite foods here so far) during cooking class.

 

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Taken at the middle school I visited as a part of a site visit. It’s hard to see because of my poor photography skills, but “Teacher” was covered in the most stickers by far.

 

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Jungwon University– where Orientation is taking place. Nicknamed “the marble maze,” Jungwon was partially built to sustain resort-like activities. As such, during my time on campus I’ve seen their museum and botanical gardens, and gotten glimpses of a beauty salon, spa, and water park.

 

Taken alongside a Buddhist temple in Sokcho– each stack corresponds to someone’s wish.

 

The dorm rooms, bonding activities, and long days spent together elicit the feeling of a summer camp. It took a few days to build enthusiasm (and endurance) for the set up, but knowing that perhaps this will be the last time I am a “camper”, I’ve been able to put my heart into it and the levity that comes with it. More importantly, everything feels extremely purposeful here in the context of our grant year at large, something I’ve found motivating during the most tiring days.

For instance, while Korean class feels quite intensive, it’s undeniably an incredible opportunity. I’ve found that the weight of what we do in class is lessened by the practical skills I’ve already gained.  My second week here, I felt absurdly elated and proud after a simple successful interaction at the convenient store completely in Korean. “I did it! I made sense!” I exclaimed eagerly to a friend, the cashier giving us a patient smile for our small victory. One of my largest worries going forward with teaching is being hindered in my interactions with students and coworkers due to language. While I’ve still got a long way to go, I am excited (and grateful) to have already come this far in a few weeks.

There are other aspects of Orientation I’ve slowly come to appreciate as well. We have had a few opportunities to take classes in martial arts, cooking, and k-pop dancing. We’ve gotten to hear from past ETAs about their experiences in Korea. We helped with a summer English immersion camp, giving us the opportunity to practice teaching and forming bonds with students. We have gotten a real, lengthy opportunity to get to know one another before embarking onwards to our separate destinations. I’ve felt surprisingly secure here already, even while being aware of the uncertainty that lies ahead. I think a lot of that is owed to us having this chance to slowly get a sense of life here before diving head first into the year ahead.

Regarding the year ahead, perhaps the most important update to share is that I’ve finally received my placement. In a few weeks, I will be leaving to teach at an elementary school in Hwacheon, a small rural town in the Northern Gangwon province. Hwacheon is in a very mountainous area, occasionally broken apart by the riverbeds, and is located several miles away from the DMZ. It’s known for its natural beauty and has a huge ice-fishing festival that brings in crowds of visitors during the winters. My initial worries about the placement were mostly due to our distance from other ETAs, who seem to be centered more southwards. Nevertheless, I feel fortunate that there will be several other ETAs within the Hwacheon area– there is not only another ETA at my elementary school, but one at the nearby middle school as well.  I was especially excited after contacting the previous teachers from the area and learning that they had had really positive experiences there. I’m excited to explore traditional small town Korea, and work with students who may not have as many resources as students in the academies in larger Korean cities. Between hiking and exploring the outdoors and Hwacheon’s close proximity to fairly large cities (Chuncheon, 50 minutes away and Seoul, an hour and a half away), I feel flexible in how I can use my time as well, a fact that is liberating in and of itself.

Coming into this grant year, Orientation had always been an exciting prospect, but more so from a practical standpoint, the prologue to the year ahead. In particular, I was grateful for the opportunity to learn Korean before teaching, and looked forward to meeting a few people before heading off in our separate directions. I truly have been surprised by the enjoyable and rewarding moments that have snuck up on me these past few weeks.

Still, Orientation has been much more comfortable than our lives as teachers will be. Beyond having a lot of our amenities, schedule, and travel cared for, we have been interacting with a relatively large American cohort. But we’ve also been pushed to learn a lot these past few weeks, through language classes, organized visits to museums and sites, and outside lectures and experiences. Although I’m eager for work-life to commence, I’ve begun to realize the corresponding loss in social and educational opportunities that will come with that transition. Teaching, adjusting socially, and properly acclimating to a new place will require a lot from us. The limited free hours of the day and access to resources during the year could easily mean that pursuing learning and engagement opportunities will require a lot of effort on our part, and difficult to access in general.

Still, it’s natural to want to get as much as we can out of our time here, and the past few weeks have been a reminder of that. I want to continue to explore personally and take individual initiative to learn about Korea’s history, its struggles, and its triumphs during my time here. Orientation has been a regimented marathon of guided personal reflection and cultural learning. Once we break off into our respective locations, I hope to embark on a less tiring regimen, but one that is also more directed towards my own interests. Perhaps that will mean independently studying Korean, or seeking out literature on Korea’s past on my own, or finding a dance class. It could even mean taking a break from my day to explore and appreciate the region that will soon be my home. Whatever form my learning this year takes, I will be my own guide. Above all else, I hope this post will hold me accountable to the desire to be just that.

Outbound

During one of my childhood visits to India, my great-aunt, a retired Telugu professor, sat me down and had me trace a few dots she had drawn on a paper to create a looped structure. “There you go, your first letter in Telugu,” she said, and looking at the once meaningless character, I felt a surge of pride.

Over the course of that entire summer I learned Telugu script and reading, and in an almost magical way, the ordinary signs and books I passed suddenly carried a new meaning and life. I felt aware of an entire new dimension to the Hyderabad that I had visited so many times before, the simple perception of meaning in the words breathing life into familiar corners of the city.

Overtime, this story has grown in importance to me. The memory stuck with me when I first thought about teaching in Korea this next year, and resurfaced again when I received the opportunity to do so.

Over the next thirteen months, I will be living in South Korea (occasionally nicknamed “the land of morning calm”) as a part of the Fulbright ETA, English Teaching Assistant, program. After a six-week orientation program at Jungwon University, I will be sent off to my soon-to-be-revealed placement within Korea, where I will then (as the program name suggests) work as an English teacher and develop my relationship with my school and homestay family for the remainder of the grant period.

You can read the specifics of the Fulbright program’s history and facets here. But for an abbreviated summary, its core purpose essentially boils down to fostering collaborative international partnerships through various grants. Out of about 195 countries in the world, Fulbright has programs and partnerships with 140 of them in a myriad of fields.*

How does teaching English fit into this mission? At first glance, an ETA could potentially be perceived as a one-sided effort focused on English and American culture (possibly something to discuss in a future post). But while we are encouraged to share our insights into American culture during our time abroad, what most interested me in the program was the large emphasis that Fulbright places in grantees engaging deeply with their host country, forging connections with the students in our classroom, with our co-teachers, and with the people we meet in our daily life.

I feel extremely fortunate to be given this opportunity, but also nervous about making the most of my limited time in Korea. Outside of the classroom, there are so many aspects of Korean culture, specifically their arts and their healthcare system, that I’m keen on exploring. I’m also acutely aware of the general sense of worried anticipation that precedes a new experience. Will I mesh well with my placement? Will I get along with my host family? This will be the longest I’ve been away from home, and the thirteen-hour time difference, coupled with graduation, makes the distance seem somehow farther than it already is.

For the time being at least, I am trying distance myself from these expectations and worries about the year. Getting used to a new setting of any kind, especially while abroad, requires a sense of surrender and acceptance at the beginning, as we adjust to different schedules, different people, different rhythms of life. Until my school placement, homestay family, and location are decided, it will be difficult to set any preconceived notions at all about the year. For now, I’ll just have to (at least try to) trust that the work I have and will put into improving my teaching skills and learning about Korea will come to fruition.

While I was initially unsure about whether or not to blog my time abroad (mainly based off of my worries about being able to keep this up), a few conversations with friends and family members convinced me it might be worth a try. In order to make sure that I do keep posting during the year I will probably post infrequently, but to make up for it I will try my best to be thoughtful about what I do post. Besides using this as a way to personally reflect from time to time, I mostly want to share my experiences as realistically as possible– from tiny victories and struggles I may find in the classroom, to intriguing aspects of Korean society I find myself drawn to learning more about. I also think that blogging is a small way of doing my part to help spread what I learn about Korea to friends and family, just as I will be sharing my experiences in America with my students during my grant period.

There have been so many small moments of preparation for this year, that it’s difficult to believe the time has finally come for me to leave. What started with a careful navigation of the visa process, criminal background check, and tax forms required for teaching has ended with me finally completing my TESOL course over the course of several late nights. There was the elation of finally learning Hangeul (the Korean alphabet), and the bittersweet goodbyes with friends and family before leaving. Thinking back to when I first learned how to write Telugu, I feel optimistic as I leave for Korea– excited to relive the process of learning about another place and culture, and enthusiastic about helping students of my own experience this as they learn English.

 

 

 

 

*The Fulbright Program is potentially facing significant cuts by the current administration, despite the significance it has played in cross-cultural understanding between the United States and the rest of the world for many decades. Learn more/take action here.